Sunday, January 3, 2010

i thought i was different

I always thought that I've made a huge difference in this relatioships,
I thought our relationships is better and the bestest to be compared from the rest relationship you ever had.



I'm so in dilemma, baby! Should i go for Traineeship in HealthCare or Back to Academics but in 'O' Levels?? But my heart says Traineeship for ITE Skills Certificate(ISC). Asked my babe but She is going to recap everything and go for the examinations. If i were to recap it, it is gonna take me forever. If its not, my brain will burst. Oh well, Wish Me Good Luck. Insya-Allah, Everything will go very well. On Tuesday, i'll go to ITE Headquarters then.

I don't know why but when it comes to Education and Career problem, i rather tell my friend than boyfriends. Perhaps, i'm afaid of being critize or look down on, like what had happened my past relationships. I've been aware, infact too aware. I fear and obviously fear too much. Brother have once told me, Never be shame to cry. Love may cause us tears , Just release your fears. Oh Brother how do i even release my fears??

Much Love, RizahDarling.