Monday, September 13, 2010

Start believing you

"It is a fragile thread that binds us together, so handle it with care."

First of all, I want to apologise to my one and only baby, Rahmat. Sorry for lying to you but i just want to make it a suprise to you. Its nothing much nor special but just something for you to read and its about what i feel for you. As i type all these words now, i couldn't stop smiling. Do you have an idea of why is that so? I was lying on my bed stare blankly on the ceiling above.. Out of a sudden, i got myself thinking of who will i be with if i never knew you? What will i be doing now if you didn't came into my life? And that is not the reason why i smiled. The reason i smiled is that i'm glad and i'm really thanking God for existing you in my life. On the other hand side, i smiled 'cause its funny how we get to know each other and how we first met.

Once again, baby, I want to say thousand of apology because I reminisce from the first time we knew each other and til today, i had never fail to hurt you. Yes, i was so extremely rude. I don't know what got into me. Neither do i even know what is bothering me. Nevertheless, I'm so happy to have you in my life. I'm sorry for always keeping things from you. Its not that i want to but i don't want you to quarrel with anyone. Perhaps, we should just ignore them. I want you to know how proud am i to have you in my life that I like having you around me all the time. I realised how fast time have flew. We're left a few more months and obviously, its too fast for me. It hurts whenever i take a look at the calender by month. I will treasure the moments we're left to be spent together. Thank God for understanding our situation. Thank God i have a great manager that don't mind. Thank You, Allah, for every single thing. Please fill me with patience and peace 'cause i believe i really need it.