Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Starting to fall in love

I miss you so much.

Eversince the break up i had with my previous relationship in February/March, i haven't been in another new relationship. Neither have i fell in love with any new friends i've made. At first, i thought i had enough of all that or maybe, i don't wanna get hurt anymore.

But i was wrong... I met a friend two days ago. I just couldn't take my eyes off him. And when i looked into his eyes, i felt so cold deep inside me.. I felt connected to him... I can't help i and i cried.. Perhaps, sadness is what he feel deep inside that made me cry. He is such a nice person and i think i should start to occupy myself with some things to do so that i won't think of him so much.

Even when he said that he likes me too.. I still fear that i am the only one who felt this way. Anyway, he did mentioned that there's few girls out there liked him too.. Although, he asked my number from his friend, i still fear that he mind change his mind and feelings.. I'm not good in capturing a guys heart. Perhaps, i should just go with the flow?

One thing for sure.. I easily give up. :(

Much Loves, RizahDarling.