Thursday, March 25, 2010

I don't know what i truly feel.

I know i've post an entry for today but im tempted to post another just to express what i really feel now.

I burst into tears. I cried my heart out and still am crying. Honestly, it hurts to fake a smile but there's a reason why i faked a smile. It hurts to force yourself to smile when deep inside you're crying. I just hope this pain will just go away. Sometimes, i felt extreme unsafe.. i'm so tired. I swear, i really am. I don't know why that whenever i'm alone, i always walk and non-stop looking back. Sometimes, i just felt like someone's following me. I don't want to end up like my dream.

Oh dear Jerk,
Texted me in the morning.. Wishing me have a good day ahead or something like that. Before losing the things you loved or the things you've took for granted, you didn't even bother to text me a G.night or G.morning messages. Its too late to regret and its too late to apologise..This is for you...

Much Love, RizahDarling.