Sunday, March 7, 2010

Sleeping Disorder again

It is sad to see you moving back and forth,
Yet noticing that you're not even moving anywhere.

Stop asking about hows things going on between me n boyfriend just because yours is fine. Even if things are not ok between you and yours, i wouldn't even know because you're not gonna tell me as i'm not supporting you now.

Oh well, guess you wanna know so much.. Boyfriend and i ain't going good. Asked for a time off, though i know i'll be down, broken hearted and sad, or worse; regret but he didn't want it... Still, i think i have had enough of relationship's ups and downs. Wasn't looking forward to any r/s after this 'cause it truly hurts. It hurts to have those kind of guy who doesn't appreciate you or never made you feel like you're special to him. Everyone dislike to be compared.. Who don't right unless you're higher than the one that you've been compared to. Too many demandments/commandments..

Too much tears i've waste,
Too much bitter i've taste,
Tried my best to build our love,
I'm flowing with the only one above.

I just hope i couldn get back to sleep. Working at 4 later. :(

Much Loves, RizahDarling.