Sunday, February 14, 2010

Gave up

The word 'Sorry' seems so free.

Remembering that i used to tell myself that gave up on guys whenever i'm hurt and have my heart broken. But end up, i found myself pulling the load through everything and moved on in my life. But Finally, 2010(!), i think this time its for real. As i don't seems to have any sympathy on anyone neither did i even think of trying. I didn't make any effort in making things better. I guess, i should start working and save up my money. Once saved or get my pay, i'll shop as much as i want. Shop til i drop. Maybe, i should stay single 'cause i don't have to support anyone else but myself.

Wanting to perm my hair since two years ago but like shit kan? Haiz. Relationship = Commandments. Will i have that kind of life that i desire? Whereby, i don't have to take the tab for you? Whereby, i don't have to get my own tab. I'm so sick of love. Maybe, i'll be fine w/o it for the moment. 'Cause i have great friends by me. Especially, Farid. Thanked God for the friendship i have with him. May it last til' end of time.

Much Love, RizahDarling.