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I'm down to earth and often blog about what lies beyond my eyes. But oh well, it doesn't matter what I choose to blog about 'cause no matter how carefully I choose your words, it will still get twisted by others.

I only have two person that i can't live without and that is my hubby,Muhammad Rahmat and my cutest son, Muhammad Ariq Rizzwandy.



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Friday, February 5, 2010

FLOODING.


You made me feel you just by singing.

I didn't went to work today which i supposed to. But they said, i would have an off day on weekdays. Only one off day but i don't even have any yet. I heard other outlet even have two days off, wth. I'm starting to give up soon but what the hell, i have to be patient till February 13th. While working, i saw a guy working as stacking the stocks at my outlet. Somehow, i know few details of him like his name, in which high sch is he from, he got a tattoo and WTH, i couldn't remember how i know all that. F-U-C-K kan?




Never thought that things could happen this way.
Never thought things could go this bad.
Always thought we could go through the rain,
Alway thought we could go through the pain,
But it seems like our love slowly going down the drain.

I'm sorry for what had happened and also what is hapenning right now.. I miss being showered with love and care by you. I miss showering you with my love and care. I miss the time you put a smile on my face by just kissing my cheek. I miss the time where i always felt safe and sound around your arms. But fears have overcomed me. But pain have been controling me. I admit it, i'm selfish, stubborn, too secretive and etc. I always thought that i could handle it on my own. But i simply couldnt. Cause i really don't wanna cry again like i used to with my previous jerks. Shits do really happened. I'm sorry but sometimes, you made me feel like i'm never up to your standard. You made me feel like i'm not worth your love. Too much pain i felt, Too many things i kept. All those tears i cried and now they're already dried. Lets just see what is gonna happen next. Perhaps, i'll try to forget what had happened to me but haiz... Don't wanna mention it here.




Introducing Senortey, He's my laughing gas and my bestfriend. I admit it that i'm super obsessed with his voice Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for making smile. Thank you for the song you've composed and sang. Thank you for everything. I really did thanked God for existing you in my life. (: I don't know what i'll do if i didn't give you my email addy when you asked my number. Thank you, thankyou, thankyou.

Never thought the song you composed,
Would even caused me tears,
Though I believe that you've not one of those,
But i'm still too aware cause i fear,

Tried moving forward and never look back,
Everything has fallen into history
But still here i am, unable to face the fact,
That this is my life story.


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Much Love, RizahDarling.

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