Monday, April 12, 2010

Truth known

Insecure is what i feel every single day.

I just woke up now.. Got home late yesterday... Slacked around with Sham & Farid... It feels like different.. Explanation heard. And yeah, i cried .. Kept asking myself, why is my lovelife so miserable... Though, i know there's someone out there loves me but that someone is a huge liar... I don't wanna live my life in a lie.. It feels so different... Perhaps, i'm too pampered.. And because of that it hurts to be single..

I held back my tears as much as i can. But tears just slipped one by one. And that is where i couldn't held back my tears any longer. Cried and cried and cried till i couldn't. Then, is in the morning already and we went our separate ways home. From Bangkit all the way to my front door, i cried silently. I just couldn't help it. It hurts deep inside.