Friday, May 14, 2010

3days away from my waking life.

No one knows that I was depressed.

Good Morning Lovelies! 2Minutes more to 5AM! Don't ask why in the world i woke up in the morning.. 'Cause i don't even have any idea of why.. Its not that I want to gain sympathy or what but i haven't been eating a proer meal.. Oh wait, i just don't feel hungry.. Never have I ever thought Life could be this hard. Never came across my mind back then that i would ever feel this way. I SWEAR THAT SHE WILL GET BACK IN RETURN JUST AS HURTFUL AS I AM! I dont want anything else but i just want her to feel just EXACLY how i felt! Turning back to what i've gone through and stuff.. From my observation, love have always been the problem in her life.. Well, love have always been the matter in my life too but finally now, my life changed. And that i thought i could handle it or carry the burden all by myself without telling anyone what am i facing.. I was wrong all along.. I wasn't thinking straight, wisely, maturely and far. Never thought of the consequences of the things that i tried to do. All i know is that i want to runaway from my life. That is the first and i hope that will be the last too.

Much Loves, RizahDarling